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I Don't Wanna Be
Hey, i'm Heizen..14 going on 15 this year and sitting for a MAJOR exam;PMR..my b'day is on 28 Sept..i love pressents! oh, i'm a girl who would love to be best friends with the guitar!! i love music, movies, entertainment, shopping, reading, etc etc etc..oh yeah, and i can't stop singing or humming a tune once it gets stuck in my head..Lol..Oh and i get teary when watching very emotional movies..

Make A Wish
*All A's for exams
*Tote bag
*Converse pencil box
*Billabong Hoodie
*Accessories
*Stainless Steel necklace
*Bangles
*Belts
*Sneakers
*Green flats
*Guitar
*Contact lenses(lol)
*New specs
*The Gift by Cecilia Ahern
*Wang Lee Hom's Heroes of Earth LIVE DVD (i know it's about 2 years ago-but who cares?!)
*Original albums of my favourite singer/band
*Meeting my favourite singer/actor/actress/band
*Improve my cacat-ed/retarded Mandarin(still learning!!)
*Attend gigs/concerts/autograph sessions/promotional events of my favourite singer/actor/actress/band
*Books[Story books only]

Second Star To The Right
*Dresses
*3/4 classic black pants
*White pullover jacket
*Cardi with hoodie
*Long sleeves mini dress
*Striped black&white/dark blue&white scarf
*Black vest
*White v neck jumper *Knitted white/cream sweater
*White V-neck jumper
*Cardigan
*Statement tee
*Beanie

One Love
*Taylor Swift
*Jesse McCartney
*Wang Lee Hom
*Jojo
*Mark Feehily
*Aaron Yan Ya Lun
*Jiro Wang Dong Cheng
*Leona Lewis
*Carrie Underwood
*Lucas Grabeel
*Ashley Tisdale
*David Archuleta
*David Cook
*Sammul Chan
*Colbie Caillat
*Jonas Brothers
*Kelly Clarkson
*Secondhand Serenade
*Taylor Momsen
*Channing Tatum
*Alexander Ludwig
*Leona Lewis
*Chace Crawford
*Leighton Meester
*OneRepublic
*Simple Plan

Movies
*The Curious Case of Benjamin Button
*Slumdog Millionaire
*Bride Wars
*17 Again
*Confessions Of A Shopaholic
*Juno
*Marley and Me
*Picture This!
*Definitely,Maybe
*Yes Man
*Twilight
*Spectacular!
*Race to Witch Mountain
*He's Just Not That Into You
*Star Trek
*Princess Protection Program
*The Ugly Truth
*New Moon
*Picture This!
*The Day the Earth Stood Still
*Confessions of a teenage starlett
*The Proposal
*Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen
*Transporter 3
*Obsessed
*The Ugly Truth
*Aliens in the Attic
*G.I. Joe: The Rise of Cobra
*Terminator Salvation
*Night At The Museum 2: Battle Of The Smithsonian
*Made of Honor
*Ghosts of Girlfriends Past
*Somersault

Don't Stop The Music


Tonight I Wanna Cry - Keith Urban

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    Songs for you, truth for me

    *Defying Gravity album-Keith Urban
    *Leave This Town album-Daughtry
    *Fallin For You-Colbie Caillat
    *Poker Face [Acoustic cover]-Daughtry
    *Waking Up In Vegas-Katy Perry
    *Don't Trust Me-3OH!3

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    *So don’t change nothing about you,
    If they say that seeing is believing,
    Then don’t blame me for leaving,
    So don’t change nothing about you,
    You don’t even have to lie,
    I seen the light,
    My word of advice…is don’t change..
    -Eliott Yamin,Don't Change-

    *I've practiced this for hours,
    Gone round and round,
    And now I think that I've got it all down,
    And as I say it louder I love how it sounds,
    Cause I'm not taking the easy way out,
    Not wrapping this in ribbons,
    Shouldn't have to give a reason why..
    -Daughtry,No Surprise-

    *I miss you so much,
    Your light, your smile, your way,
    And everything about us,
    Though you're gone,
    Your still here,
    In my heart,
    In my tears,
    Yeah you sure left your mark,
    We were just getting started,
    It wasn't long enough,
    It wasn't long enough together,
    But it was long enough,
    Yeah it was long enough to last forever..
    -Rascal Flatts,Forever-

    *There’ll be days,
    We’ll be on different sides,
    But That doesn’t last too long,
    We find ways to get it on track,
    And know how to turn back on..
    -Mark Feehily[Westlife],Us Against the World-


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    Bernice
    Xin Yi
    Sze Qian
    Rachael Goh
    Joanne
    Amira
    Yuen San
    Xi Lin
    Hui Fern
    Joanna
    Heng Huei
    Vanessa Law
    Yanxian
    Hui Min
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    Tze Keei
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    Thursday, 16 July 2009



    When loneliness keeps you going,
    There's a less bit of hope, and faith,
    Let alone a miracle,
    But I, I believe that it will leave you alone one day,
    Someday you'll get it off your feet,
    And find whatever it is you've been missing out,
    Just need you to believe..that,
    There'll be someone who loves you out there,,
    Might take a little time,
    But you got to believe.
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    History's repeating over and over again,
    Thought I'd know by now,
    Inside I'm feeling dejavu,
    You'd thought I'd know by now,
    Can't you see,
    I've been fighting the tears all this time?
    So tell me that you know how i feel,
    This thing has been pulling by the chest,
    And it took it's toll on me,
    It took some time to heal,
    To figure out you'd be.. different,
    Now's the time to say goodbye.

    -Heizen-

    Saturday, 4 July 2009

    Panda said it's been really long since i update this blog.. so here i am with this post.. .
    Anyway, school has been well, as usual.. work work work books books books study study study exam exam exam!

    oh, btw thanks for the support guys! been feeling pretty down that week.. BUT something did cheer me up!

    Last friday, when i was chatting with jenny at about 1.30 like that my mum suddenly yelled from upstairs..
    "Heizen!! You got letter!! Get it from the table!" And i was like,"huh? oh.. why do i have a letter? lols.."

    Then, i opened the thing.. and i started to laugh.. i kept on laughing and laughing like some mad woman who just earned her freedom.. my bro just stared at me.. It was so ridiculous and funny and happy at the same time.. Just pure luck-that's what i thought!

    Can you believe it? I got a RM50 voucher to Amuleto! Anyone ate there before? Cause i would really like to know what taste good there as i've never even lay a foot in that place..

    This is so cool! I main hentam write the thing also got 'the letter of the fortnight' and the voucher lols. Hmm, i'll be waiting to catch a glimpse of it in the coming issue of Galaxie..hehe :) Maybe i could use it to treat my mum since her b'day last week..and we didn't celebrate hers last week so probably a good idea to use this for her b'day..

    Moving on..after two days passed adi, that sunday, i walked home from tuition! My first time..my dad reminded me actually..i kinda forgot cause usually he picks me up; i dont need to walk.. End up i walk with my primary school friends, -now tuition friends- we talked alot bout school and friends and other stuff till 7-eleven then i walked home by myself.. all the way from pizza hut to my house took less than 10 mins.

    Last thing i wanna say is that :

    Hell yeah, i'm 110% sure that you're an a******. You get what i mean now?

    Thursday, 25 June 2009

    Stupid..Stupid..Ssstupid..sttuupid..sttuppppi..pid..s..s.tu..pid..STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    That was all i could bloody think of.. oh, trust me i could think of loads of other words, but no..i had to be that little 15 yr old who gives a shit on what other people feel if i speak my crappy mind!!!! no one cares, no one ever does.. even as i lie on the bed with my entire little family there.. they don't even bother or noticed that i was crying..hell, yeah i was.. i've not even shed a single tear since a very long time this year.. great isn't it? i've been trying to be the most perfect little thing for a month now and what? i am trapped in this house huh? what the hell have i been doing so far huh? nothing, is that it? no one even gives a damn that i've been lying there on that stupid bed in a stupid room with three people who thinks they know who i am ..i don't even know myself, and i more than enough don't let you into my mind and i don't open up my thoughts to anyone.. i keep things to myself, that's what at least keeps me freaking sane.. my eyes are puffy and swolen.. they are blood shot red and thanks to what? thanks to what?!?!? huh? tell me, i really wanna hear you say it.. and the best part is? mum said you having a flu? don't get H1N1! and i snapped saying , better la.. might as well just die.. no point..
    and that still neither of them know that i was crying my eyes off..

    Mind my cursing and cussing.. at least i'm still not off to the f-words and beyond

    Tuesday, 9 June 2009

    Hello... So i've watched Terminator Salvation the other day with my bro and dad.. it was a good movie, and watching Christian Bale shift from his character 'Batman' to John Connor; he did a good job as the adult John.. If you watched the previous Terminator films, you'll get me.

    Terminator Salvation Poster with Christian Bale and Sam Worthington
    Terminator Salvation Poster

    Sam Worthington stars as Marcus Wright in Warner Bros. Pictures' Terminator Salvation (2009)
    So, meet Marcus Wright..
    Christian Bale stars as John Connor and Bryce Dallas Howard stars as Kate Connor in Warner Bros. Pictures' Terminator Salvation (2009). Photo credit by Richard Foreman.
    Yeap, Christian Bale there..and i forgot the lady's name...
    Christian Bale stars as John Connor in Warner Bros. Pictures' Terminator Salvation (2009)
    Look at his arm..He looks really fit here!
    Bryce Dallas Howard, Christian Bale and Moon Bloodgood in Warner Bros. Pictures' Terminator Salvation (2009)
    The lady on the right's real name's Moon Bloodgood.. Kinda..weird? and i notice he likes to fold his arms a lot..
    Sam Worthington stars as Marcus Wright in Warner Bros. Pictures' Terminator Salvation (2009)
    It seems Marcus Wright isn't really a human.. Half man, half machine
    Sam Worthington Online Photo Gallery
    Now push Marcus Wright from Terminator Salvation aside.. This is Sam Worthington, yes he's the same guy
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    Dude, i love your aussie accent! He somehow reminds of Hugh Jackman when he says certain words XP from the E! BTS interview with the cast.. And you can be sure he's acting skills in this film is as good as Christian..He managed to -overcome/hide?- his accent really good, though there are 2 or 3 times you can hear him speaking exactly like an aussie dude..

    Well, this aussie guy is definitely here to stay.. Tinseltown here he comes!

    Before my haircut..[I know not a very nice pic but just look at the hair okay?]

    After haircut..wait till school reopens la! Hair's how do you say? em..thinner? lols.. but it's shoulder length.. Sigining off now!

    Tuesday, 2 June 2009





    Right, i noticed i am beginning to like writing.. But it does get in the way.. which totally sucks!
    pfft.. i need balance though! anyway, the cow book i'm writing in is turning into.. how do you say 'ham choi' in english? haizz, at least a certain someone's getting me a new one.. kidding really.. it's up to you.. XP

    Saturday, 30 May 2009






    Watch this!! KRIS ALLEN AND ADAM LAMBERT FANS!! VERY CLOSE.."BROMANCE" don't you think?

    Friday, 29 May 2009


    BIRTHDAYS THIS MONTH!!!!

    Friends first, alright?

    May 17- Sue Mayne..the one on the corner left..Looking really happy!
    May 21- Minyi

    June 6- Happy Advanced! no recent pics of her! will try to get a recent pic if i can..


    See? Xiao Wang , Xiao Li, Xiao Hong, and Wang Leehom!!! it's the band from Gai Bian Zhi Ji mv
    May 17-Leehom!! Never imagined him cooking..lols

    When Mark was a kid.. i LOVE his eyes!! he's so cute
    Teenager..17, i think? Still got the blue eyes!
    May 28- Mark !!! Eyes look different here but trust me, he's eyes are still beautiful in other pics!

    oh,well..Wishing you guys a happy year..Stay happy, cool, and beautiful !! oh, wishing you the best in everything you do!


    Sunday, 24 May 2009


    Multiplatinum-selling, Grammy Award-winning singer Carrie Underwood has a topped a new Forbes Magazine listing of the year’s highest-earning former American Idol contestants for this year. Coming in second was Jennifer Hudson a contestant on the third season of American Idol. Rounding out the top 5 are Kelly Clarkson, Jordin Sparks, and Kellie Pickler. Check out the list below for the list of 2009 Forbes’ Top 10 American Idol Earners

    2009 Forbes’ Top 10 American Idol Earners:

    1. Carrie Underwood - $14 million
    2. Jennifer Hudson - $5 million
    3. Kelly Clarkson – $4.2 million
    4. Jordin Sparks - $3.1 million
    5. Kellie Pickler - $2.3 million
    6. Clay Aiken - $2.2 million
    7. Chris Daughtry - $2 million
    8. David Cook - $2 million
    9. David Archuleta - $1.3 million
    10. Taylor Hicks - $300,000


    Friday, 22 May 2009

    Hey guys..just a quick post!! I finally got my internet back!! woo~ since last thursday i can't use, something wrong adi..

    so the new and official poster of the twilight saga: new moon is here!! the first one was Twilight, now we have the second one!! Note: Jacob's hair.. much much more short now!!

    This is not a cover of a Harlequin novel, ok?

    Next, we have Jordin Sparks on her new music video Battlefield out soon..

    Back to American Idol!
    These pics are taken during their rehearsal for the finale yday..Michael played photographer!Scott,Matt, Danny, Anoop, Alexis and MeganThe girls dancing and having some fun..Allison, Alexis and Lil Rounds?Anoop..XPMatt..hahahahha, so adorable..he's kinda funny..i like his voice, a lot.. and anoop's taking a pic..Danny with his laptop, Lil rounds [sleeping?] and megan..
    Alexis..with her pink highlights gone!
    Matt going crazy a bit..


    FINALE
    -On The Red Carpet
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    David Cook
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    David Archuleta.. He looks so.. thin..Stress on the road?
    Celebrities Come Out To American Idol Finale
    Carrie Underwood. Look at her right knee.. Pink plaster!
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    The Black Eyed Peas


    Jason Castro..why didn't he bring his bro along?

    Janice Dickinson..and LAPD..

    Jason Mraz..I like how he match his clothes in this pic! look at his feet..XP

    -Let the finale begin!
    Adam Lambert, Kris Allen, Ryan Seacrest, American Idol
    Adam and Kris in white.. The David's [David Cook and Archuleta] wore white too last year, remember? It's a trend now, kah?

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    Top 13 singing So What-P!nk
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    Kris and Keith Urban performed Kiss A Girl

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    Not forgetting, Adam Lambert with KISS.. did you see their shoes? man..
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    Santana and Top 13.. All are in black and red!
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    David Cook sang Permanent..it was a song that reminded him of his bro who just passed away from fighting cancer.
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    Megan and Michael with Steve Martin [yes, the pink panther dude]
    They Are the Champions
    Queen and the top 2 singing, we are the champions!
    Allison and Cyndi
    Allison and cyndi..forgot her last name, but i think it's lauper..singing time after time
    Alexis,Jason and Anoop-I'm Yours
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    Adam and Kris..Adam looking happy for kris and kris looking..shocked..
    kris-allen-surprised-idol-finale-09

    Kris still looking stunned backstage..
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    He's going to Disney World!! yep, you're american idol 2009 winner Kris Allen is going to Disney

    Thursday, 21 May 2009

    It's 3.30++..and it's thurs.. The day the winner of american idol is announced, at least not till 6 o'clock..but i heard the radio just now and it says:

    KRIS ALLEN WON AMERICAN IDOL!!!!!!!!!!!

    THE GUITAR DUDE!!!

    THE UNDERDOG!!

    YAY! SO HAPPY FOR HIM!!!


    that's it..i want to continue reading my history now..bye bye!

    Tuesday, 12 May 2009

    My previous post (Thursday on 3oth April), that writing/song/whatever you want to call it..actually came out of nowhere..no idea where in the world it came from in my head..

    But this time what i'm bout to taip out is really real and i know where all of this is coming from..and i manage to taip out a lot in minutes without stopping myself on my mobile.. And i won't be surprise if there aren't any comments in my cbox on this.

    ....................................................................................................................
    There's always only one,
    yeah,only one,
    Till the end of the day,
    And you can't believe that you're left behind,
    It wasn't fair,
    It wan't fair enough you thought.
    ....................................................................................................................
    I've been trying to end this song for some time now,
    i can't seem to think,
    When all i hear is the words that you said,
    It keeps ringing in my head,
    What am i to do?
    When i can only start with once upon a time?
    No happy ending,
    No ever ever after,
    When all we did want was that,
    Why did you have to say it out loud,
    Why cant you just keep it to yourself?

    ....................................................................................................................

    I am tired of people talking bout me,
    Criticising everything i do,
    The closest one, Didn't defend me,
    Yet the farthest ones seem to know me better than
    any of you ever will,
    Why did you break my trust?
    Why did you have to say things out?
    Keep it to yourself,
    I dont wanna hear them,
    Friends seem to hurt us the most,
    Nothing's going to be okay,ever again,
    Did you think i was going to to be alright?
    Trusting you next to mewill be hard,
    Don't waste your time,
    Cause i am sure i don't need your
    Sympathy
    .
    ....................................................................................................................
    And don't you stare at me,
    with that look in your eyes,
    I won't be falling for that trap,
    I don't wanna start a fight,
    So please don't pretend that you don't know
    What i'm talking about,
    Cause honestly i really think you do.
    ....................................................................................................................
    I never saw it coming, and i should've,
    When all the signs you're giving out,
    You're waiting for things to change,
    You're waiting for night to replace the day,
    When things become too much caues you're alone,
    And you go," there's nothing i can do about it",
    but things aren't as smooth as you thought it would be,
    I did rather get hurt by someone else.
    ....................................................................................................................
    But you did pull others in,
    Do you like the feeling of making others feel down,
    So you could feel special..
    And it feels like you're trying,
    Trying to hard, to be accepted yourself,
    And don't think i cant look through you,
    Just because you think you're invicible.
    ....................................................................................................................

    So they're all short..i don't care, to tell you the truth , i might take some time to complete it..but you know what? this might be the most writing i've done in a couple of minutes..just a couple of minutes apart..i'm freaking happy..the only thing i worry is that..i need to be brave and stand up fot myself..My brain actually works and i do know how to stand up for myself but i always put them first reather than myself..others feeling ahead of mine.

    gees..i'm the girl-next-door? i'm too nice? i'm too naive? i don't know how to describe myself..i seriously have no idea..

    -I warned you adi..Don't ask me about this..i don't want you ppl to ask me what's wrong with me-

    Monday, 4 May 2009

    In the bus, on the way to the Muzium Negara.. Just a random shot actually lols..We did took some pics on the way there but it's not in my camera right now..when i get them, i'll post them up..

    Our first tour guide!! lols..she's marie, and she's french..cool eh? she told us about the malay architecture of the houses and stuff.. There were about 5 more ladies..but only a couple of them told us their name, the one i remember clearly is carrie and susan..Xp

    Anyway went back to school bout.. 1++Began to take more pics:

    me and yuen san
    yan ling and me
    Yan Ling and me
    Me and michelle
    Me,michelle,Yeh yee and heng huei
    Vivien, Chee Hoong and me
    Vivien,me and Michelle
    Lols.. Dhuha's expression? haha
    Me..Yeah,yeah i cropped it..XP


    Me and juee
    me and min yi

    Chee hoong and me


    Elena and i

    Michelle and i
    Elaine and i

    Me and suke mune
    Ju Ee, me , vivien and min yi
    me and min yi

    I didn't quite take pics from my camera that day cause i had no idea wtc happened to my camera..suddenly went cuckoo a bit.. oh well, Michelle,Vivien and Elaine ..Hurry up , i want those pics! lols..

    Thursday, 30 April 2009

    Today was pretty boring, in the beginning of the day, we had double periods of art and moral, but both of the teachers did came in to teach..So we were just lying around, talking, singing, debating, playing badminton with books[lols not me..yan ling,goh goh , they all] some were even sleeping!! [a certain girl who's last name's hew] XP

    anyway, i was pretty bored..i end up writing again.. so i'm gonna share..

    Sitting here with the radio on,
    Not even caring what's even on,
    Mind's drifting somewhere else
    It's pretty hard to think,
    When all that's left is the thunder.

    Cause we're looking back,
    Thinking that we're all that we had,
    Nothing's gonna change,
    Nothing's gonna change,
    But everything wasn't the same,

    I went to the place back we used to go,
    Looking up, I count the stars,
    Waiting for an endless night to end,
    I swear, I'd fall asleep,
    Thinking bout just you and me..

    Cause we're looking back,
    Thinking that we're all that we ever had,
    Nothing's gonna change,
    Nothing's gonna change,
    But everything sure isn't the same,

    You'd deny and i did feel unwanted,
    When all that's left are the broken pieces,
    We could have fixed it,
    but we did let it all slip away,
    We could have watch it spark,
    We could have done loads of things,

    But we're looking back,
    Thinking that we're all that we ever had,
    Nothing's gonna change,
    Nothing's gonna change,
    But everything did.

    So what do you think? it kinda looks like a song..maybe i should write more, i could be a songwriter, lols..

    Later, there was the retirement ceremony for Pn Mary.. She's moving to Australia!! with her husband..She's actually pretty nice..but strict..It was kinda sad , the funniest part was when the ex-form 6 guys performed with 3 indian girls from our school..It was hilarious, they were dancing and being spontaneous as it was last minute..lols..moving on, we saw one of the upper 6 indian guy going teary..gees..he was the only one from the form 6 guys who cried!

    Tomorrow going to Klang! It's been a long time since we went back.. hmm, can't wait to see my cousins! Kristal and KKK..

    La dee da~ i've also finished my folio geog!! After 3 hand-ins and much much editing and fixing, i'm done~~ woohoo!!

    Wednesday, 29 April 2009



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    Jesse McCartney - 7/4

    oh well~
    HAPPY BELATED B'DAY!

    And here comes, the month of May~

    Sunday, 26 April 2009

    Leehom!!

    I so so so so so so so so so want to go this 2nd of May!!!! anyone care to give me free tickets? haiz...5th might start our mid-term..MIGHT.. i dunnola, just confuse with the time table..

    oh man, the next time he comes will probably be what? 2 more years from now? and i'll be older..and he'll be older! nevertheless, still like his music!!

    On wed, while i was tying my hair up, as usual like every other morning..mum was in the room and the radio was switched on..Leehom's Xin Tiao was on..and after that, the dj gave out the info of the concert..

    Mum: Leehom wor..May 2nd
    Me: Yeah, i know..

    Mum: 8 pm wor

    Me: (Nodding) mmm..

    Mum: Bukit Jalil or..
    Me: mmm..

    Mum: He coming oh..He very leng-zhai leh? last time more leng-zhai..
    Me: yes, mum..he very talented lor.. I want to go..
    Dad:(just entered the room) go where?

    Mum: her wang leehom la..

    Dad: oh..

    Me: so expensive..and oso no one go with me wan la~

    Dad: i go with you la! (walks out of the room)

    Me:(in my head) what?! woah..


    haizz..wish him all the best this concert, and know that i'll support you! keep on making great music and movies!! em, god bless you.. [as though he's reading this~]

    haizz..(how many times have i sighed and said haizz?!?!) tomorrow's monday..let the week of torture begin!

    -Heizen-

    P.S. What do you think of my writing on my previous post? the one with the pic of the eye? do let me know.. ppl say i sound emo..XP

    Saturday, 25 April 2009

    I kinda think it's funny..To tell you the truth, i think it's hilarious, actually..
    I don't feel hurt at all,

    So good luck in making me crumple to the ground, yeah?



    Friday, 24 April 2009

    Hello people of the world!

    I'm currently reading Twilight..Finally~At chapter 4 only! and it's 2202 now..pretty late, still using the comp, hhahaha!!anyway, today miss vivien came here to finish up her geog folio. then, she kept on asking me to go to Jusco..I was like,"er..no thanks..after susahkan your mum...Don't want la.."

    So, end up her mum the one ask me..aiyaiyai..so i went with them..and guess who we saw? olivia and her sis..and yes, they don't look alike.. erm, kinda bored now..tomorrow, got classes to attend to! tuition~

    Intervensi's over in practically 2 days..Study like hell~ Yay for my maths and geog..very satisfied..Hating on my history~adi got 1 B.. haizz..anway, i seem to be obssesed with this:


    LOLLIPOPS!!!! and adorable kids of course~

    Sunday, 12 April 2009

    Written by Heizen



    I've been chasing silly dreams,
    Every lost one, pushed them aside,
    And every other has yet to come true,
    Yet to know what i'm made of,
    I need to know what i'm made of,
    Finding a way is just so hard sometimes,

    Standing under a cold hard rain,
    Felt all the pain i've gone through,
    Tears are flowing down my cheeks,
    Kept thinking this isn't it,
    Shaking and trembling,
    Then I think why am i the only one against the entire world
    Every step that I take,
    Should always be me and not someone who i wanted to be,
    I'm so lost, i'm so lost right now,

    Each road isn't always a joyful ride,
    And when it comes to an end,
    I'll know how far I've actually come,
    And realize everything has it's reasons,
    I fall, cos it's all a person can take,
    Pick myself off the ground,
    That's all that matters,
    That's all that really matters..



    Sunday, 5 April 2009


    You find your faith has been lost and shaken,
    You take back what's been taken,
    Get on your knees,and get down deep,
    You can do it, if you think it's impossible
    Keep on believing,don't give in,
    It will come and make you whole again,
    It always will ,it always does
    Love is unstoppable..

    Tuesday, 24 March 2009

    "OH..MY...GOD..."

    Was all she could think of..When he told her that she could if she want to.. After a few blinks(eye), "Wait..You're serious right?"she thought..

    She had asked him to help her to find out if there was anything wrong with her computer speaker.. She clicked 'shuffle songs' in her player..The first song that blasted out really softly was "心中的日月-Lee Hom".She skipped the song as it was soft..The following song was "Crush-David Archuleta"..

    She told him that David Archuleta is coming to KL soon..Lee hom too..then she *sighed* saying it was no use..no money...:( And if they were performing in KL, the tickets even if it's the most expensive, you can never even catch a glimpse of him unless it's Genting, of course..

    He knew she liked his songs(david's) and Lee Hom too.. He said,"If you want to, you can,you know.."

    I was stunned..BUT i know, i could never go to their concert..PMR's this year and i would love to see them LIVE..
    They're really good performers,they can sing live,play the piano, guitar, etc..and they don't need to lip-sync to impress the crowd of their vocals!!




    First time..i felt over the moon!! My dad said if i want to, i can, you know!!!! it's nice to know that my dad actually lets me to go to live concerts..i guess, everything have to wait until after PMR..

    P.S. Look at previous posts on concerts on 27 Feb to know what i'm actually talking about..

    Posted on 24th of March at 20:28


    SPORTS DAY

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    I've been wanting to post this since Sunday and it's Tuesday already..Anyway,David Archuleta is coming to Malaysia on 9th of April!!!! He looks cute,doesn't he? Like i said, i want more money!! I want to go to Lee Hom's..and David's right now..:'(

    Moving on...

    http://th01.deviantart.com/fs21/300W/i/2007/285/b/7/Track_by_RVOE30.jpg

    Today we had our Sports Day and we won!!! We won!!! Hahaaaahaha.. We won 1st place for Pergerakan Berirama, Senamrobik and we're the best,lols..Well, we won 1st, followed by Laksamana, then Syahbandar and Temenggung..

    It rain heavily for like an hour today..Most of us stood when we were at the Cheras Football Stadium cos the seats weren't clean..covered with bird shit..Ewww... We waited till the rain eventually slowed down a little and they started the Sports Day..

    Pom poms+water=Disaster!!

    My school shoes and socks are now pink and black in colour..There's black and red splats on my arm..My red t-shirt has black spots and my face has a little red and black here and there..Because of the pom poms and rain..did i mention,our pants were wet too?

    I manage to get the colours off my body when i get home..I'm not so sure of the shoes and socks though..Hmm,i should put bleach..XP

    Woohoo~~~ We won, lols.. We work our butt off for irama!!! We got those track ones too.. Didn't do too bad cos Laksamana has more runners than we do actually..

    Anyway, congrats to each and everyone of you guys..congrats to Bendahara,Laksamana,Syahbandar and Temenggung!!!

    Posted on 24th of March at 16:55

    Saturday, 21 March 2009

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    Now playing: Brian McFadden - Like Only a Woman Can
    via FoxyTunes

    My braces are killing me..They are hurting me..I need to the rubber band off, right now!! But then, it won't help to straighten my teeth.. :'(

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    Now playing: Matt Giraud - So Small [Studio Version]
    via FoxyTunes

    I am so not looking forward to school..I don't want this holiday to ever end..This is the only holiday where we don't need to worry about PMR..YET..

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    Now playing: Nickelback - I'd Come For You
    via FoxyTunes

    I'm currently browsing through my iTunes Store and i noticed that iTunes had countdown album releases by releasing singles a couple of weeks before the whole album is in stores.. So far, they had Taylor Swift(last year), Rascal Flatts (yay!) and Keith Urban..and there were more but i din't take notice..Lols..

    Posted on 21st March at 18:52

    Friday, 20 March 2009

    Mama said, " Home Is Where the Heart Is,"

    Heizen

    Tuesday, 17 March 2009


    Yeap...Her head is cut off,lol..nah, she insists on me not to take her face..So, yes, it's yan ling.. and that's the tee i paid..

    Kinda bright right, the colours, i mean..well, that's cause her clothes are usually plain colours..Got her something different..lol..

    Ju Ee's..

    This is the watch that we gave to her..

    So to those of you who shared the gift with me, this is it ..

    ^.^/m/


    Beach reading

    Jenny,Dhuha, Yan Ling and I went to the National Library today..

    Dhuha smsed me in the morning at about 7++..You know what she asked me??

    "What are you wearing later?"

    Lols.. Anyway, i was awake so i replied her.. Later,Yan Ling came..Then we went to the library about 10+..Waited for Jenny but still missing so went into the Lib at about 10.30..Jenny came a bit later on..

    Guess who we met there?

    *Madhuri
    *Inthu Mathi
    *Katherine..[Did i even get her name right?] i don't think you guys know her..from CBN and tuition centre..

    Anyway,tomorrow going to KLCC with mum..Dunno if Yan Ling going or not..If she's going, at least we can walk together or catch a movie..lol..oh, well..


    Posted on March 17 at 13:39